I'm really tired and depressed today and in the mood to have a pity party. I hate when I feel like this, but once I get into this mode, it's really hard to get out of it. I'm tired of the same issues that come up over and over and over again at work. I'm tired of fighting the same battles. I'm tired of not being good at anything. (I am the queen of adequate - just once I'd like to be good. I used to be good at stuff. I'm just not sure what's happened.) I'm tired of being fat (and please, no helpful hints about how to lose weight - 1) I've seen them all before ... 2) I've done them all before .... 3) I've lost about 20 lbs and still have a ton to go) See, I told you this was going to be a pity me thing. Anybody have any chocolate?
And yeah, I'd regret it if you did offer me chocolate. I'm pretty sure this is just a PMS thing, but it isn't very pretty.
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- I'd admit to going through mid-life crisis, but that would be admitting I'm not immortal. If it's a show that won't last through a season, I probably watch it. If it's horror tinged, I've probably read it.
3 comments:
Wow... you've lost 20 pounds??? That's AWESOME!!! Congrats on the victory! (Even if you DO feel like you have lots to go!)
And yeah... happy pitty party to you! Sometimes you just have to have them.
No advice or condolences here because it sounds like that's not what's needed. (Venting is always good.) I'd offer the chocolate, but then _I'd_ be the bad guy and that's not gonna happen today. =P~
If nothing else, here's to hoping that this tired-depressed-frustrated-adequate-overweight-prechocolateregret state of mind passes over and/or through you soon.
It prolly won't help to say it, but you're our hero... =)
Thanks for the kind words, Jynx. I hate when I get like this. Like I said, it's probably just PMS - the evening is already better than the day was. It's just some days it feels like you never left high school, know what I mean?
Oh yeah, I totally know what you mean... and you're welcome!
I'm glad the evening was better than your day was. And here's to hoping your weekend is better than your EVENING was!!! =P~
Do something to reward yourself for the 20 pound loss... you deserve it!!! =)
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